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Feeling Sorry For Myself

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Here I go again.... [Jul. 20th, 2005|12:44 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself
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I am here because my self- esteem sucks...Im married and My sex life sucks. I cant even give my husband a boner...without..well you know. He treats me well and he says he loves me but I have never had a sex life where I didnt feel like I was doing anything for him...I feel like when he closes his eyes he's seeing someone else (fictional or real) who knows. I just want to feel wanted again.... Yes I guess I am wallowing in self pity. Ive only been married for 2 years and its been this way scince day one....yeah I know....why then?