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(no subject) [Aug. 22nd, 2003|11:33 am]
Feeling Sorry For Myself
seabasstrokin69
I guess everyone who reads this is on my friends list anyway, but my life sucks and I think that my "boy-thing" is going to drop me like a hot potato once I tell him that I made out with his friend...


Can I blame it on getting my period for the first time in 6 months?
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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2003|05:27 pm]
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poopfish
if i only had a brain............
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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2003|08:30 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself
poopfish
[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[music |fg;d;hkfganalbeads;ojif;bh;h]

I always need someone to tell me that i am pretty and not beastly otherwise I go into a depression.
im on meds nowadays... i hardly feel anything at all anymore. good? bad? its too soon to tell. But I always need someone to tell me that I am pretty.
I have bangs now that are slanty crooked like korean eyes.. I like them but some people told me that i look ugly now. :(
woe is me.
not really.
i dont care.
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i spit in some emo kids face at the pier [Jul. 11th, 2003|02:34 am]
Feeling Sorry For Myself
poopfish
[mood |drunkdrunk]
[music |wah wah wah wah wah wah wah]

maybe i belong amoung the damaged. the stupid. the feeble minded. I cant even keep a lie straight anymore. its not like i could in the first place anyway. i shouldnt have to do the things that i do to boost my self confidence. and thats not just lying. I never make up stories.. not ever. I make up people all the stories i tell have happened to other people. Most people I dont lie to. thats what you dont get. one the slight chance though that i do lie i always admit it. Sometimes you dont even have to ask me. I know this might sound pretty random tonight but i guess you just had to be there to know what was said. im probabily not the first to admit that I listen when i act like im not. but i almost cried it was so mean.
enough feeling sorry for myself now i must go apply my dr perscribed vagsil before i go to bed. i bet you wish you were me.
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fight fight fight! [Jul. 7th, 2003|01:54 pm]
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jennievil
[mood |excitedexcited]

Hey everyone! Watch my cousin and his best friend on TV! My cousins name is Greg, and his friend is Olando. Yeah. I think Greg's gonna do something at the fight, I just don't remember what. But watch! I know I will be! I dunno what time it's at though....

July 8 - At The Laredo Entertainment Center, Laredo, TX

(ESPN2) Fernando Mena (17-3-2) vs. Joe Hutchinson (27-4-2)

(ESPN2) Jesus Ruiz (17-3) vs. Olando Rivera (9-1-2)

(no U.S TV) Gabriel Holguin (12-2) vs. Ruben Perez (10-7-2)

(no U.S TV) Americo Santos (9-0) vs. Elias Mingucha (4-2-1)

(no U.S TV) Conal McPhee (7-0) vs. Daryl Williams (3-2-1)
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Life really sucks sometimes [May. 28th, 2003|02:28 pm]
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little_chrissy
Yesterday I was locked in the cabinet all day.
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Questions for you all! Please read if you think you might be able to help [May. 27th, 2003|09:37 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself

jennievil
[mood |curiouscurious]
[music |Cream- White Room]

I hope this doesn't seem as an intrusive question, but I'm quite curious about it, and I'm also very sorry for the cross posting.

Alright, this is something that has been bothering some friends of mine (and myself, slightly). Well a few of my friends headed off to Mary's Tower, which is near Flemington, NJ (check out http://www.weirdnj.com and search for Mary's Tower) which is this old abandoned tower that is just in the middle of nowhere. There are so many myths and stories about it, one of the major ones being that it was built by this millionaire for his sick wife back in 30's or 40's (I think) so that when she stood in the tower, she could have a view of everything going on at their property. Apparently there must have been a pretty good view of the house, because one day, Mary (the wife) saw her husband having sex with another woman. She was so crushed by this, that she jumped to her doom from the tower. Later on, during the 50's, I think someone else lived in this tower/house, but they too died a strange and painful death. Well, I've wanted to check out this place for so fucking long, and a few of my friends decided to go, but they didn't think of asking me (go figure...it's okay, I'm not hurt, I'll jast have to make them take me...haha) and they took pictures and saw some really fucking weird shit. Nothing in that place has been touched since the 50's, except for whatever kids have destroyed, but I think people are tooscared to ruin anything by the whole myth that if you drive around the place 3 times, then 3 times backwards, and you say "Mary" you will see a ghost with the Devil....hahaha...but ANYWAY.... one of the things that I was told about is this thing spraypainted on the side of an old shed. It says, "Our Ham Came From A Chicken" and there is a picture of this lightbulb-breast right next to it. I saw a picture of this, and the writing looks too old and too precise to be the work of any vandals. So I was wondering, do any of you know anything about that phrase? I can't find it anywhere online, maybe it was a slogan for a chicken brand in the 50's, or maybe it was just some crazy kids, but whatever the case, I'd really like to find this information out. Maybe once I know, I'll be allowed to go with everyone..maybe I was never cool enough, and finding this out will just make me incredibly cool. (sense the sarcasm)

SO...if anyone can help me, it would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!

*starling*
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Question for you all! [May. 27th, 2003|09:30 pm]
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jennievil
[mood |curiouscurious]

I hope this doesn't seem as an intrusive question, but I'm quite curious about it, and I'm also very sorry for the cross posting.

Alright, this is something that has been bothering some friends of mine (and myself, slightly). Well a few of my friends headed off to Mary's Tower, which is near Flemington, NJ (check out http://www.weirdnj.com and search for Mary's Tower) which is this old abandoned tower that is just in the middle of nowhere. There are so many myths and stories about it, one of the major ones being that it was built by this millionaire for his sick wife back in 30's or 40's (I think) so that when she stood in the tower, she could have a view of everything going on at their property. Apparently there must have been a pretty good view of the house, because one day, Mary (the wife) saw her husband having sex with another woman. She was so crushed by this, that she jumped to her doom from the tower. Later on, during the 50's, I think someone else lived in this tower/house, but they too died a strange and painful death. Well, I've wanted to check out this place for so fucking long, and a few of my friends decided to go, but they didn't think of asking me (go figure...it's okay, I'm not hurt, I'll jast have to make them take me...haha) and they took pictures and saw some really fucking weird shit. Nothing in that place has been touched since the 50's, except for whatever kids have destroyed, but I think people are tooscared to ruin anything by the whole myth that if you drive around the place 3 times, then 3 times backwards, and you say "Mary" you will see a ghost with the Devil....hahaha...but ANYWAY.... one of the things that I was told about is this thing spraypainted on the side of an old shed. It says, "Our Ham Came From A Chicken" and there is a picture of this lightbulb-breast right next to it. I saw a picture of this, and the writing looks too old and too precise to be the work of any vandals. So I was wondering, do any of you know anything about that phrase? I can't find it anywhere online, maybe it was a slogan for a chicken brand in the 50's, or maybe it was just some crazy kids, but whatever the case, I'd really like to find this information out. Maybe once I know, I'll be allowed to go with everyone..maybe I was never cool enough, and finding this out will just make me incredibly cool. (sense the sarcasm)

SO...if anyone can help me, it would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!

*starling*
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oi... [May. 14th, 2003|04:52 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself

jennievil
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Bouncing Souls- Breakup Song]

I miss my boyfriend, a lot. He lives 800 miles from me. And I haven't seen him since December 31, 2002. Yeah. Not cool. And there's a lot of stuff going on lately.

No Idon't feel sorry for myself, but I feel sorry that I can be an incredibly selfish bitch at times, even though he doesn't seem to notice or care. He's incredible. DAMNIT! I want him here, now! *sobs*
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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2003|01:52 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself

poachagolly
[mood |worriedworried]
[music |remind me how this is the same old story of growing up and getting lost]

it's a hell of a lot more complicated than this, but in a nutshell:

my ex boyfriend of a year and a half and my ex best friend (who has been hating me for 2 years for something i can't even remember) are dating. it's like one of my worst nightmares come true. and it's not the first time that one of them (especially HER) has pulled shit like this. neither of them (but most importantly HIM) sees why i could have a problem with it. it's fucking insane. all i can think about is the two of them together.

and im broken up inside.

now he's coming into the city so i can help him take some photos for class. it's the first time ive seen him since i found out and he's still on my bad list. i still want to rip his heart out, but i want to help with his photography. when i open the door ill want to hug and kill him at the same time. im just sick and tired of all of his shit, and this has just been the last straw. im tired of being insulted one minute and put on a pedestal the next. im afraid that when i see him, ill burst into tears.
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meh. [May. 4th, 2003|03:42 am]
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lickedstamp
my boyfriend dumped me again. *sigh*
so what else is new?
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2003|07:37 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself
seabasstrokin69
[mood |anxiousanxious]

I hate company. Somebody save me from this horrible fate!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2003|11:35 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself

poachagolly
i would wade in self pity if i didn't keep such cool composure!

or, a cool exterior, at least.

lukewarm?

meh.
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No one here but us chickens [Apr. 8th, 2003|09:37 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself
seabasstrokin69
[mood |gloomygloomy]

I am feeling sorry for myself because I can't do physics, and Lindsey can't come over on Friday. I hate her family.
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2003|06:57 pm]
Feeling Sorry For Myself

lickedstamp
I was going to say i have no motivation.. but i do. I have the motivation to cry a lot. grr on me.

im so depressed and i dont know why.. i have no reason to be depressed anymore.. i stopped cutting myself a while ago and its so hard not to and i dont have any reason i cant do it and then explain why.. i have too much going for me but i still want to.. i'd rather be posting this in razor whore except people read that now that i'd be in trouble with because they found all my postings in it before..

i have no reason to be sad.. im just lonely
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